There are no words . . . at least not good ones or right ones.
Despair can be a ugly place . . . but it can also be a beginning . . . at least I hope it can.
There are no words . . . but there is love.
There are no words . . . at least not good ones or right ones.
For the record :
Sitting outside at Stauf's.
Somethings really do change.
Somethings really never change, do they?
Last night, I was probably the most vulnerable I have ever been here in Columbus.
I have been reading N.T. Wright's new book "Simply Christian" . . . and have been thoroughly enjoying it. Part of me wishes I could quote the whole book or at least large sections of it . . . but for now I will just share with you some of the things I read today . . .
Last year around this time we were reading through "Jesus & Community" by Gerhard Lohfink in Underground Seminary.
His response :
This is the question we all want an answer to, especially right now, isn't it? Let me begin by saying this; Jesus is plain that the Kingdom is come. Paul's entire gospel is built around the fact that the Kingdom has come. So, whatever our experience is today, that content of Jesus' and Paul's message is undeniable...the Kingdom has come.
That being said, if we don't experience the reality of the Kingdom come today, I think we have a serious problem. But it is not the Kingdom's problem, or the Triune God's problem, it is OUR problem. There are a million answers to why we have drifted so far, all of them with some validity. You know a lot of them inherently; I don't need to tell you what they are. We've talked about this before.
Here's what we do...we pray "Your Kingdom come, Your will be done." with a recklessness that we have never had before. We pray it with all of the hope we can summon, and then a little bit more. Now is not a time for practicality, it is not a time for sensibility. It is a time for recklessness and hopefulness and dreaming. I am slowly seeing the Kingdom come in my life. I think we are slowly seeing it come in the life of the LP. But all of us have a responsibility to seek it, to look for it, to fight for it. And in our seeking, we will find. In our looking, we will see. In our fighting, we will win.
I am tired . . . really tired.
I have waited for the "daily grind" to begin again . . . hoping it would some how make it hurt less.